REFLECTION OF THE DAY
I am feeling very down today..
Early in this morning really turns me... my eyes wide open with the bad incident happened in the class. I never expect that the students that i really know and care will show the bad symbol and i lose my temper!! i cry..but only my best friend know about it...i'll never show my weaknesses to my students.. they will never know... i was crying not because i lose! not because they win..but i can control myself being toooooooo much pressure to handle my patience..
i can't handle 44 of them...i can't attract their attention..i can't arouse their motivation and i can't teach them well!!! it was so disappointing and i am moral down..i lose my motivation..
I tried to be a good teacher.. i do some research! i do some homework just to make sure that they can catch up with my lesson...they will enjoy during my period..yet they seems boring MAYBE i should realize that I am not a good teacher and people are boring to see me!
I JUST HOPE SOMEDAY I'LL BE A GOOD TEACHER!!!! A TEACHER NOT ONLY EXCELLENT IN DELIVERING THE LESSON..NOT ONLY EXCELLENT IN CLASS MANAGEMENT BUT THE TEACHER THAT INSPIRES OTHER TO BE A BETTER PERSON!
PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH, MOTIVATION, WILL AND A LOT OF PATIENCE TO FACE WITH MY STUDENTS!
